And that's that...

We broke up. We both wanted it for different reasons. His: he wants to do things on his own right now. Mine: I found out he was messaging other girls things you should not say when you're in a relationship. Even if you are on a break. So, I deserve better, I will find better. I wish him well in life, but he can't be in my life. This is so hard, and it sucks, but I am beginning this new chapter, and like I said, it will be amazing no matter what. I guess I won't have to worry about what might happen now. It's just going to be hard because he was my best friend for so long, and I feel like I'm losing such a big part of my life. It just seemed so easy for him to do, I know he had been thinking about it for a while. I just hate how he lied to me, and I feel really betrayed. It was over the phone, and I did say what I needed to say. He's become a very different person, and needs to grow up a lot more. I will find someone that will treat me the way I deserve to be treated. Let the healing process begin I guess. =/