This week has been... well pretty terrible to be honest, but then I got to see Noam last night.

It sounds silly, or at least he would say it sounds silly, but when he opened the door, my frustrations washed away. I felt his soft quick kiss, and everything was better. We were going to a dinner with his best friend's parents. Which is interesting considering I've never eve had a sit down dinner with Noam's parents, but no matter.

As we left for Mike's house he stopped at the door, turned towards me, and gave me a kiss that was so many things. It was not a fierce kiss, but it was not as soft as the first. It was caring and warm. It made every grievance I had frozen solid inside of me thaw and melt away. Then he squeezed my hand and told me he missed me. What could be better than that? Seeing the person you love and having them dissolve every angry cell in your body into love.

I can't think this, or remind myself enough: I am so SO completely head over heels, backwards, can't find my way out nor do I want to- in love.



It's a really special time for me right now. I talk about it this relationship a lot, but that's because this is the only thing that's been steady lately. It seems that everything in my life these days has been thrown into the air by a tornado and is currently twisting and turning all around me. But this, this is steady and planted. Its roots are growing deeper, and I hope they continue to dig deep. I never want them to be pulled up. I hope this stability with Noam will remain in my life for a long time.

So we can do this in Italy...



Goodnight moon...