Sleepy time...

Back from my trip to Southern California, which was so much fun. Definitely made me realize I am so not ready to get married/ start planning a wedding for myself anytime soon, and that I do not want to have a big wedding. I am so excited for Rachel's wedding, and I can't wait until she starts diving head first into her planning a few months from now. After driving back from So-Cal, I went over to Noam's for my first Passover dinner! It was very relaxed, and nice, and Noam's sister was there. I now have a yummy Mocha from Starbucks in my belly too, and I definitely had my fair share of cuddling/ loving time from my boy. I love him. My god he is hot. Haha I'm shameless right now, but I really can't help it, and I don't have to. My boyfriend is hot. Like... damn. He is a wonderful man. I'm a happy girl. I shall go to sleep dreaming about his sexy arms and shoulders. MMmm...

Goodnight Moon.

I'll have good dreams tonight.

City life!

Absolutely wonderful night with my wonderful man. I live near a mall now!!! It's AMAZING! I've been deprived of a good mall for four years! Plus it has a Target inside of it! INSIDE OF IT! AND a movie theater, Sephora, Torrid, Cheesecake Factory, and a Bare Escentuals STORE! All I need now is an awesome job so I can buy super cute clothes! GAH! So excited! My room is halfway organized. Once I get my dresser and desk up here, it will be much easier. I need a lamp too. Either way, I'm living in a city again! YAY! My tummy hurts right now, maybe too much excitement all at once, maybe I downed my Tazo iced tea lemonade too fast. ... I'm sleepy now. Bed time. Time for sweet dreams about all of the cute clothes I'm gonna have.

I am annoyed. By many things all at once, and I wish they would just all pan out the way I want. I shall cling to my licorice tea with the faith that things will work out.


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-Update-

Well one thing didn't work out the way I wanted it to, my last day is Wednesday, not going to be here for the end of the month. Here's hoping everything else goes smoothly *crosses fingers*.

It's only Wednesday? WEDNESDAY?!?! I want it to be Friday already dammit!

Mmmm Sushi in my tum tum! Dinner with Erin and Fidalgo was wonderful! I miss those two so much! Erin is so stunning, and such a great person to talk to. Fidalgo is so supportive and kind. He is a perfect gentleman too. He always pulls Erin's chair, grabs her purse, and just makes sure everything is set up for her wherever she goes. It's so sweet. I love a proper gentleman. Chivalry is not dead fellas! =)

Worried... Always worried.

I do not think there's anyone that is more neurotic about stupid little things than I am. Really Christina? REALLY? I don't know why certain things make me worry so much, eh, actually I do, insecurity. I don't want all of my neurosis to come true, and the fear that everything will be my worst fear usually makes things turn into such fears. I can't just live my life and be normal. I have to try and mold things into a perfect world. Tell people when I don't like little things, or try and shape someone into doing what I wish they would do. That's not very fair to that person. Sometimes I just need to breathe and let it go. I need to respect the fact that I have love in my life, and put out the best energy, prayers, and hopes that I can so it can last for a long time. This makes no sense to anyone but me. Oye. I am a ball of worries. Can't I just have some cat come and push me around the room a bit to unwind me?

Me Want Foooood!

Oh my god, Vegan ginger cookie from New Leaf, I loooove youuuuu! Mmm and Hibiscus Kombucha with a hot meal from the organic buffet in a little box. You all plus 30 rock Season 2 Netflix marathon = happy me.

"Where do you invest your money Liz?
I have a like 12 grand in checking...
What are you an immigrant?"